Monday, December 31, 2012

Adam and Peter Lanza


As most of you know, autism has directly affected my family in the following way:  I have a son who is on the spectrum, it has cost me great sums of money to properly educate and treat him, it has caused a divide in my relationship with some family members, I have spent countless hours in deep thought about how I am going to care for him as I get older, I have worried over his mental well being, I have not had a serious boyfriend in over 10 years because some people don't understand autism, I have kept myself from getting involved with men because I am worried they won't understand me, I have been afraid of being resented for my son's autism, I worry that something bad will happen to my son when I'm not with him and I am worried that other people, kids or adults, will be able to influence him to do things he doesn't understand that are either against the law or cruel to him or others.  Those are the bad parts.  Autism has positively affected me in the following ways:  He's a sweet kid!  He is funny, a real hoot.  He has shown me that mean people and bad things CAN be tuned out and forgotten.  He has shown me unconditional love and forgiveness, even when I've not been very nice to him at all.   He has shown me that he can enjoy the simple things and that being a homebody is a good thing for him.  He has given me perspective on what's truly important (BOTH of my children have).  I would die for him if I had to (for BOTH of my kids).

As a parent of a teen boy on the spectrum, I have had some very difficult and trying times with Ross.  Some have been damn hard, especially having to do it alone.  Yes, I have lost my temper - too many times - and he can make me angrier than anyone else. But he's my son.  I love him.  I want to do everything I can for him.  In his earlier years, it was a real battle to get him to reign in the bad behavior.  For a while Applied Behavior Analysis did pretty well for him, but only at school.  The typical, every day kid that is also Ross didn't do for me what he did for his teachers, LOL, but I was ok with that as long as he was being good at school.  Ross hates the word "no" and the phrase "you can't do that."  But he adjusted well and thrived.

Now he's in middle school and it's a whole 'nother ball game.  This is the time I wish his father would make himself more available but I know that won't happen any time soon.  The boy is changing both physically and mentally.  He's getting strong, real strong.  He's much taller than I am and now he's getting much braver than he used to be.  I'm not sure how one of his tantrums are going to end in the near future.  I do worry he will take his anger out on me with his fists.  Even though he is a sweet child and would never hurt another person, I worry that one day he quite possibly could.  With autism, a child has no control over his/her impulses.  There is no filter.  They cannot stop themselves from doing something that you and I can.  Let's say I was having a heated argument with another person and they made me so mad I just wanted to punch them.  I have the ability to reason with myself that if I do that, there will be consequences.  So I think about those consequences and how it would ultimately affect my life.  Or I think about the fact that even though I want to smack them, I don't because it's just wrong to do it.  Kids with autism can't stop themselves.  They have an impulse to do something and they just do it.  It's a learned behavior to stop and think about what might happen and it's a behavior that takes years to master, sometimes decades.  Some won't take as long as others to catch on but some never do.  Besides, at that age, you never know what a flood of testosterone is going to make a kid do.  Especially one that has no impulse control.  Lately, when he's having a tantrum he tends to start hitting and kicking the walls.  This is  a new development.  So is the fact that his personality is changing from kid to bug guy.   He's testing the waters.  Talking back.  Getting defiant.  "So what if I do it anyway?  What are YOU going to do about it?", I hear him saying to me.   Frustration builds but what can I do?  His medicines are only half of what they want to prescribe because I don't want him to be drugged all the time.  Too many meds makes him a zombie and they make him feel bad.  At the dosage he's on, he's still sort of manageable but he has his wonderful sense of humor and his zest for life and being a mischievious little imp!  It has been a long, long road with my son and probably a much longer road lies ahead until he's at least 17.  Sometimes he jokes about very inappropriate things and sometimes he jokes about very scary things.  Things that make me worry about him or what kind of person he will grow up to be.  I don't want him to be misunderstood whichever way he goes.

The link above is about Adam Lanza's father picking up his son's body so he can give him a proper burial.  Only he can't give a proper burial because he can't tell anyone where his son will be buried.  The grave would be overrun with vandals and other freaks that want to tear up his son's final resting place.  I'm writing this because people need to understand what we, as parents, go through with kids like ours.  This man has lived a very difficult life with his son.  It's hard to deal with autism, even when it's mild like Asperger's.  It's not a typical upbringing.  It comes with a lot of heartache, frustration, anger and the inability to understand why this happened to this child.  People need to understand that Mr. Lanza has been through enough and needs to bury his son and needs this closure to a very difficult chapter in his life.  The school kids and staff and their families have been affected terribly and they should rightfully want justice but Mr. Lanza has also paid an unbearable price.  The ultimate price - the loss of his son, his little man...his baby.  Mr. Lanza had to lose his son twice.  First when he developed autism and second when he killed himself. 

My hope is that people will have enough respect for Mr. Lanza to give him some peace and let him bury his son without any fear of retaliation.  Adam was a deeply troubled Aspie.  His impulse switch wasn't on, probably barely existed.  But leave the father alone.  He deserves to mourn in peace and try to put his life back together the best that he can.  Don't you think he's been through enough?  Can you put yourself in his shoes just for a moment and let it sink in what it must be like to have had a child like Adam and go through all they went through during his earlier years and to one day turn on the TV to see the horror that was caused by his son?  I see so many hateful comments from people that have absolutely NO idea of what they're talking about when they talk about this kid and his parents and his upbringing.  It's all speculation by the media. A crazy, whacked out media that will use this opportunity to talk about gun control.  This isn't about guns, it's about a boy that had a temper tantrum and couldn't control himself or understand the consequences of his actions and about his mental illness along with his autism.  That combination is a very dangerous one.

As a  mom with a wonderful, beautiful son with autism, I have to put myself in those shoes.  We are one of the lucky ones.  Ross isn't emotionally disturbed and he's not bi-polar and he's not on a bunch of different anti-psychotics.  He just has a hard time making his way in the world.  I sometimes wonder if I had the same challenges if I would just snap because of the difficulty  I would have navigating these crazy times.  What Adam did was wrong and horrible and I am not trying to excuse what he did.  Adam is gone.  He can't hurt anyone again - this post is to get people to think about Mr. Lanza and what he has to live with now.  Hopefully, everyone will cut this man just a little slack and leave him alone, in peace, with his son.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

There is a LOT of gun ban talk going on right now and there are many people who I have spoken with in the past that never even considered this would ever happen, but here we are!  I am trying to figure out why the American People haven't overrun the congress and the white house yet after the damage they have done to our Bill of Rights and our Constitution.  Gun rights is the last frontier for the Dictators of D.C. and they are going to go for everything they can - everything that WE ALLOW THEM - to get away with.  This Bitch-tator up top, here, decided that we need to have a new assault weapons ban in the wake of the Sandy Hook shootings in Connecticut a couple of weeks ago.  The absurd part is that the shooter DIDN'T USE ANY ASSAULT WEAPONS!  He used a glock pistol and some other handgun.   I know, facts don't matter to the media, it hasn't in a long time.  No one reported this in the beginning and only now are they starting to just a little. 
Here is Senator Feinstein's website and the "assault weapons ban summary" with a link to her proposal and a bunch of other links to the "testimonials" of gun control and how great it works in other American cities:
Here is a great article in the New American that really flushes out the shit that's in this proposal:
I'm sorry - fingerprinting and a photographing?? Are you kidding?  And a registry?   It's no one's right to know if I have a gun or not.  It's my right to keep a gun, any gun, if I so choose.  What the fuck ever happened to our privacy?!!?  Funny how newspapers can print the names and addresses of people that own guns <KOFF NewYorkTimesKOFF> but any parent that is divorced cannot get medical information on their own child if they aren't the ones that carry the insurance on them <KOFFTexasKOFF> and they happen to be in the hospital OR the paying parent needs to know what the itemized statement means!  OY!  Ok, I am getting sidetracked!  Anyway, I am of the school of thought that if the constitution says I can own a gun, that is my right, that is my permit and that is my business and screw you other people that think they have a right to know my business.
So I read Ms. Feinstein's proposal on her website and I sent her this nice, little letter to her office.  I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.  ;-)

You know, Ms. Feinstein, it sickens me that you would take the Connecticut elementary school shootings as a crisis that should not be wasted.  To push for a ban of "assault weapons" when the weapons used were handguns is laughable.  But what bothers me most is not that you are a flaming liberal piece of crap, you took an oath to PROTECT AND DEFEND THE CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!  And part of that constitution says that we have a right to bear arms, any and all kinds, not just handguns.  That right is not only to protect us from crazy people, it's to also protect us from government freaks gone berserk, LIKE YOU!  You guys have taken away our bill of rights to the tune of the TSA, NSA, NDAA, HR347, the Patriot Act and several others laws that violate our rights and now you're coming after our weapons.  I wonder why this is.....actually, I know why y'all are doing this.  To disarm the people is exactly what you want but the day you take my weapons and the right to defend myself from the likes of you and the rest of the criminals in DC will be the day I die.  You can stick that in your pie hole and chew on that for a while.  You disgust me and you should be tried for treason after all of the treasonous acts you have committed against the American People.  I pray to God you lose your senate seat and soon!

Yeah, I know, I sound a little loony-tunes but I was pissed when I wrote it but I am one of those people that when I feel passionately about something and I am angered or "jenraged" hehe, I tend to react and go off instead of patiently waiting for the reacting part of me turn to reflecting and THEN giving my two cents.  Sorry but this is just maddening.  I actually kind of like this letter.  Can you tell I couldn't remember the name of the school where this all happened?  LOL.  Yeah, my mind was racing a little bit.  So there ya go!  In a nutshell, we have yet another dictator trying to tell us what to do and how to do it and how to live our lives.  Someone needs to take her out back!  To you people that think I am paranoid, let me leave you with a few pictures to THINK about:



This speaks volumes!!


Now let's talk Fiscal Cliff, shall we?  So Obama's back from his 4 million dollar vacation ( I didn't get a vacation this year, did you?) and he signs another executive order to give Joe Biden, the man that cannot even speak a coherent sentence, and the rest of Congress a freaking raise ( I didn't get a raise this year, did you?) because they worked so fucking hard to spend us into a 17 trillion dollar hole, use our tax dollars to arm the very people that are killing our soldiers in the Middle East, literally strip us of our protections under the Bill of Rights, force us to participate in a healthcare scam that has NOTHING to do with helping anyone and gives us no end in sight for all the madness to stop, and are now propping up Mr. Beautiful, Marco Rubio, as the next presidential candidate.  Are you freaking KIDDING ME????  They get a raise for this?  An executive order for a raise???  I believe I talked about the executive order and how the SCOTUS ruled once before that the president cannot make law with executive orders but can only use it to replace EXISTING law but nobody will do or say anything about that, of course not!  They get a raise and our Social Security is 46 BILLION dollars in the hole?  What part of this does the American public not understand?  I have said before that if there is a lawyer out there willing to take these orders and unconstitutional laws to task, I will be the one to help lead the way!  I will be happy to take on these bastards and sign up others to take them on as well!  FreedomWorks, are you listening??  Mark Levin, are you listening??  Of course not or you would have done something by now on some of this craziness.  I literally dream of standing before a congressional panel and schooling them on their job and then pushing the eject button on their asses!
Actually, I tend to laugh at the whole "fiscal cliff" thing because anyone with half a brain knows that we went over that cliff 15 trillion dollars ago.  What we are facing now is one of the most expensive and largest tax increases in our nation's history.  And to think we fought a war over shit like this 230 years ago.  I wonder what those great patriots would be thinking now if they were alive to see this.  They'd be loading their muskets is what they'd be doing and planning the final days of the government, LOL!  So there is no cliff to go over because we already have, about 12 years ago to be exact.  The money is gone, there is nothing left to plunder and pillage except ten things - our rights.  The Bill of Rights that guarantees that we are a free people and that government has rules and laws they must abide by and when those laws are broken and this government attempts to infringe upon those rights, we reserve the right and have the expectations to abolish it.  They have taken away everything else from us - it's time to take the country and our rights back from them!

Feel differently?  Feel the same?  Feel FREE to leave any comment you wish - we still have parts of our 1st amendment right to say what we think!



Monday, December 24, 2012

Merry Christmas, everyone! 
What a glorious Christmas Eve this has been for me.  I am so thankful for everything I have and I have only God to thank for it all.  If it wasn't for Him, I would have nothing.  I have two wonderful kids, a great family, a good job and money to buy presents for the ones I love.  I have a home to keep me and the kids warm and safe from the elements and "evil doers" (lol) and food to put in our bellies every day.  What else could I possibly ask for?!?  Well, now that I think about it, there is something I can ask for.
I know that Christmas is not about presents or stuff we can pack our lives with.  I know I don't have to tell you what Christmas is about, either.  I get down on my knees and I praise God for bringing Jesus into this world to save our souls.  His birth is the most glorious of gifts that we can or will ever receive.  There is only one thing that I truly want.  I would give everything I have in order to obtain it.  Now that I think about it a little more, make that two things I want.  ;-)  I want world peace.  I know it sounds cliché but that's truly what I want more than anything else.  I want people of this world to be at peace with each other.  I want us all to find common ground and experience fellowship and love.  I want to be able to turn on the TV and hear about good things that are happening in peoples' lives.  I want to see people sending gifts of food and clothing instead of bombs and bullets.  I want to see water spilling from new fountains instead of blood being spilled in the streets.  I want people to just let other people be; free to live their lives as they wish, raising their children in love and peace.  We all deserve this.  We all seem to want it.  So why can't we all obtain it?  So many things about this world, the people, this life are so confusing to me.  What is it about power that is so...well....powerful?  I'm not stupid, I know why power is powerful but what is it about power that makes a man or woman willing to kill for it.  I mean, what makes a person wake up one day and say " I want to be the most powerful person in the world/country/state/whatever"  What makes them ok with taking someone's ( or many peoples') lives?  I guess I don't understand it because it's not something I want badly enough.  I'm not willing to wreck the lives of innocent people for something that seems so ridiculous to me.  I am not trying to be a downer on Christmas Eve, I'm really not.  It's just that when I'm being thankful for the things I have in my life, I also like to reflect and think about other people that aren't as fortunate; others in different countries around the world; others that are right down the street from me.  I hope that they are as blessed as I am and I wish for all people to be blessed with what I have.  I don't have much, just the things I listed above, which really is a lot more than most people in this world.  Isn't it funny how some people in this country think they have so little when there are others in lands far away that would kill to have what we do?  Yet, we don't think about that very often.  I get so caught up in the things that I want in my daily life that I have to, HAVE TO, remind myself of what I do have and that I am doing pretty damn well considering 97% of the rest of the world has way less than I.  Not only that but I live in a country where there are no bombs being dropped at any place, at any moment.  I live in a neighborhood that is quiet.  No automatic weapons or rocket launchers to be heard in the distance.  No sleeping on the floors with the children just in case bullets start flying through the windows. How lucky are we that we don't have to experience such horror every day?!?  So lucky!   I wish every person could have that same feeling of being safe and sound when they lay their heads down to sleep every night.  I wish for them to experience the same kind of peace that I know and that my children know.  I wish for peace everywhere around the world.
With my first wish for peace comes the second wish:  freedom.  I wish for world peace and world freedom.  A world that knows no tyranny, no communism and no one having control over every aspect of their lives.  True freedom so that people can live their lives according to how they wish.  Freedom to speak their minds, live wherever they want, freedom to raise their families andlive their lives on their own terms.  Freedom to be at peace without some larger entity feeding their heads with propaganda and hate and fear.  I wish for us all to live in the safety and love of Jesus Christ or whatever religious symbol they live by.  Yeah....that's what I want for Christmas....
Peace, love and joy.  Freedom, happiness and spirituality.  For everyone.
I know that most of you reading this will go to bed tonight as thankful as I am.  I know there may be some of you that don't think you are all that blessed for whatever reason and if you are one of those people, I beg you to please really look at what you have.  Friends, family, pets, job, all of the things I have listed above.  Even if you have a cray-cray family, love them and be happy you even have a family. Even if you only have ONE thing in this long list, that is still more than what a lot of other people have.  Be thankful for the breath of life God has given you because there are lots of people that are also dead.  Heehee.  No, seriously!   Life is the ultimate gift and YOU have it.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012


That's right!  You heard me!  I'm back and I'm badder than before! 

Yes, I have gone and done it!  I bought a new computer this morning and I am going to blog like never before!  W00T!  I am so excited, all I can do is the Happy Dance!

So I bought a Dell Inspirion 660.  I am assuming it's a decent computer and I didn't have to spend a buncha money I don't have, LOL!  It's a 2.97 ghtz, 6g, 1Tb and I got it all for $379.00.  

They even gave me a $7 discount because I told them it was for my daughter who is a student, hehe.  I didn't really "lie", it is for her.  And for me and for Ross, LOL!  $7.  I'm sure they'll be fine.  So anyhoo, I can't wait to be back in everybody's business in good ol' DC.  I'm sure they don't even know who I am (actually, I think I'm on the kill list)  and I'm sure they could give a rat's ass anyway.  None of them are listening to us as it is and now that Boehner's got his head up Nancy's ass, he'll not hear us even more.  OY!  That man has got to go.  Can't we dump him over the side of a bridge somewhere??   I mean, really!  Why does he even have an R behind his name?  He's no more republican that Hugo Chavez, who, by the way, is dying.  Yeah, I feel real bad about that, too.

On a completely different note, I've been sidelined with my running and other activities.  It seems that when I ran for precinct chair and did some other campaign work this past spring and summer, I had neglected my muscles so much that my obturator has decided to spaz and weaken along with my hip flexors and other funky muscle groups in that area.  That and I'm pretty sure the new chiropractor I had been seeing this fall tore it for me when he yanked my leg to "straighten my hips".  I'm pretty sure he's the culprit though I can't prove it or kick his ass for it!  Grrr.

The PT on it has been interesting to say the least and I have not been able to run in over two months.  I'm starting to get flabby and I've now got dimples in places I've never had them before.  Oh, you mean I was supposed to stop eating like I did WHILE running?  Yeah, I forgot about that (not).  But I'm addicted to sugar and I gotta have it.  I think I'm turning a corner, though.  It's not as painful and I'm doing my stretches and strengthening and I'm hopeful I will be able to run in the next two weeks.  Please, dear GOD, let it be so.

Welp, my boss is starting to get suspicious so I had better get off this thing.  You will be seeing me again on December 22nd after I get my new bad boy hooked up and online.

I miss my blog and all of you who don't read it!


Monday, December 3, 2012

I haven't written anything in so long.  I've still not replaced my computer with one that will actually let me write a blog within 30 minutes.  My computer loves to stall and cough and burp and it all comes to about 2 hours of trying to write something to which I have finally said screw it!   After I get my Christmas bonus I will replace the puter with a new one and resume my blogging for all to enjoy, ;-)


So people, tell me what's been going on?

Oh, I have to gloat just a little bit.  There were a couple of people that WERE close friends of mine that insisted I was an "unhinged" freak when it came to the NDAA pertaining to American citizens.  I wonder what those people will say now that Larry King and the entire 3rd party candidates were debating the NDAA law's provision of including American citizens as those who were included in this law.  I wonder what these people say now that they've heard other left wing media ( and right wing, too) talking about how this law does pertain to American citizens.  I wonder what they say now when they see Dianne Feinstein and Rand Paul proposing an amendment to the law that will specifically EXCLUDE American citizens ( even though it turns out to not exclude if the congress decides to pursue charges) A few people owe me a GD apology in my opinion.  And this does not mean I am proud that this law, in fact, does include American citizens, I just like to point out to those who were horribly rude and hateful and hurtful that they aren't right all the time like they think they are.  Neither am I, but at least I admit it when I'm wrong.  And, hell yes, I can hold a grudge!


Until next revoir!


P.S.  If there is anything going on that you would like me to write about, please let me know.  Keep it political if you can.  And no porn!  ;-)

Saturday, September 22, 2012



Well, most of it is anyway.  I don't hear about much happening in the Philippines or the area around the Indian Ocean or even Australia and South America and they seem to be quite peaceful for now, though I could be wrong.  But the rest of the world is in such serious conflict I don't know how we're going to get through it all.  We have such problems here in our own country you would think our leaders in the Senate would be using their brains to come up with a real solution to save this great nation: cut spending, audit the congress, audit the fed, the pentagon, the White House.  Get rid of everything that is wasting our money and get back to keeping us wealthy and solid and safe.  And free.  So much to put in this post tonight.  That's what I get for being lazy with my blog for so long, right?  Right.

Libya!  Where does one start?!?!  First off, I'm going to ask the one question no one seems to be asking and no one seems to be able to answer:  Why are we there?  Why?  What is the mission?  What is the purpose?  Who asked us to come over?  I specifically remember when our troops were sent in, the people of Libya didn't want them there.  I would really like to know the meaning behind our pseudo-war in Libya.  I would appreciate it if someone could give me the heads up.  I would also like to know why Christopher Stevens had NO extra security when he told his superiors that he was afraid he was on a hit list.  I would like to know why our State Department and Mrs. Clinton didn't do anything to evacuate the US Embassy in Libya after the warning they received  that it was going to be attacked. Oh, I forgot, Hilary was at a party, too.  Silly me!  I would like to know why the marines that stand to protect the US Embassy in Egypt are not allowed to be armed.  Is that not freakin' ridiculous??  No!  It's fucking absurd!  So now Al-Qaeda has attacked our embassy, pulled down our flag and raised their flag in the place of Old Glory. A blatant F U to the Americans.  Obama has done NOTHING.  He was too busy partying with BEY and J-Z and being on Leno to bother himself wit the brutal murder of our ambassador.  I think that has to be the lowest form of disrespect from a sitting president that I have ever seen.  Awful.

Ok, so we've been in Libya now for how long?  11 months?  We've used our drones to kill people in Libya - innocent people have been hurt or killed by drone attacks and I did read a story, that has since been pulled from my search results, that the Libyans planned this attack because of the drone attacks that have taken place against their people.  DON'T ACCUSE ME OF BLAMING AMERICA FIRST!  I'm giving you details on what I've learned from other eye-witnesses and other stories I have read.  The sad thing is I cannot find this story anymore and all of my searches are turning up the same thing:  Libyans and Muslims are uprising because of an American made independent film making fun of Islam and the dipshit Mohammed on Youtube.  Complete and utter bullshit that has since been debunked.  Someone might want to tell the White House the gig is up and we already know the real story.  But Obama has plans to keep us from learning about these things and not taking him at his word when things like this happens but  more on that in a minute.

So now we have the Muslims mad at us again and I don't really care, since they always have to have someone to be mad at to give them a reason to riot in the streets.  They don't like any non-Muslim country and they don't like Americans and they don't like being bombed and shot at by our guys who should be home with their families instead of being in Hell in the Middle East!  Newsflash~~~~  we will never be able to stop the fighting and we will never be able to win their hearts and minds - why would we want to?  Time to pack it up and go home!  Saddam is gone and supposedly so is Osama Bin Laden.  So why stay?  There's no reason!  Just like there is no reason to continue funding these countries that hate us so much and that take all the money we give them so they can turn around and use it to kill our soldiers. Let them kill each other and our soldiers can enjoy their lives and families here at home!   By the way, what's the deal with China about to go at it with Japan?  China's freakin' brave considering Japan's already kicked their ass once before.....

Rand Paul introduced a bill in the Senate that would stop all aid to Egypt, Libya and Pakistan since they are so intent to use that money to kill Americans.  After all of our embassies that have been attacked in the last week in these countries and none of the leaders in these countries had done anything to stop it, why in Hell should we keep giving them more money?  It's insane!   Here are the senators that voted to stop all aid to those governments: 

 Michael D. Crapo (R-Idaho); Jim DeMint (R-South Car.); Charles E. Grassley (R-Iowa); Mike Lee (R-Utah); Jerry Moran (R-Kan.); Jim Risch (R-Idaho); Pat Roberts (R-Kan.); Richard C. Shelby (R-Ala.); and Patrick Toomey (R-Penn.).

BOTH senators from Texas, John Cornyn and Kay Bailey Hutchison, voted to keep giving aid to countries that are killing our men and women.  I plan on calling their offices Monday to ask for an explanation.  But, hey, Johnny and Kay DID decide to vote yes on a resolution that reaffirms that the United States reaffirms U.S. efforts to stop Iran from developing a nuclear weapon.  Read more here:

There's not a whole lot to this resolution other than they are saying that the resolution should not be interpreted to mean that the US will use military force against Iran or that it's a declaration of war but you and I know better - at least for now and, again,  I'll get to that later.  Since when do the US government actually follow any of our laws as stated in the constitution, anyway?  You know just as well as I do that this will be used as an excuse to go to war with Iran.  Lookit, Iran is going to get The Bomb - you know, I know it, the feds know it.  The question is when will they get it?  How can we stop them?  What right do we have to tell another country they can't have The Bomb when most of the countries in this world have them already?  I know - THEY'RE BATSHIT CRAZY!!  I understand they can't be trusted to use nuclear energy for peaceful purposes but there's really nothing we can do about it.  Sad to say and the truth sucks and this is a conversation for another day.  Let's get down to business here........

So I've eluded to another issue to be discussed a few times in my post.  Not only is the whole world on fire but so is our beloved Constitution.  It's basically been suspended - or completely thrown out at this point - and it worries me for future presidents.  Let's go down the list of unconstitutional laws that have been passed and that will soon be passed.  Better grab a tissue!

1. The Federal Reserve - violates Article 1, section 8 of the Constitution
2. The NDAA - violates the 4th, 5th and 6th amendments as well as possibly the 7th and 8th amendments. 
3. The Dodd-Frank Bill - violates the 5th amendment - the illegal taking of private property which would include the government takeover of AIG and GM and various banks
4. The Patriot Act - violates the 4th amendment
5.  The TSA, NSA and FISA  - violates the 4th amendment
6.  HR347 - violates the 1st amendment right to free speech, freedom to peacefully assemble.
7.  The ACA (healthcare law) violates 1st and 10th amendment
8.  The illegal wars in Libya, Afghanistan and Iraq - violates, again, Article 1, section 8
9. The UN Small Arms Treaty - violates the 2nd amendment. Here's a good explanation of why it's a bad deal for Americans and why this treaty cannot be upheld while also upholding the laws of the constitution itself:
10.  ALL of Obama's "executive orders" used to pass laws and legislation.  Here's why:  Until the 1950s, there were no rules or guidelines outlining what the president could or could not do through an executive order. However, the Supreme Court ruled in Youngstown Sheet & Tube Co. v. Sawyer, 343 US 579 (1952) that Executive Order 10340 from President Harry S. Truman placing all steel mills in the country under federal control was invalid because it attempted to make law, rather than clarify or act to further a law put forth by the Congress or the Constitution.  BAM!  INVALID because it attempted to make law, rather than clarify or act to further a law put forth by the Congress or the Constitution.

The next bill that is set to be signed by the president is the Cyber-Security bill, or SOPA - you can forget about singing your favorite songs on Youtube, it'd be considered unauthorized use of copyrighted content.  Can we still sing Happy Birthday?  Merry Christmas? I Wanna Dance With Somebody, by Whitney Houston? Yes, the DOJ can shut down any website it so chooses that they "suspect" is in violation of copyright and piracy laws but show me ONE law where the feds have actually stayed within its bounds when it comes to intention and the protection of citizens' rights.  HAH!  Yeah, good luck with that one.  Guess how Obama is going to sign that into law - yep, you got it - Executive Order.  Not enough support in the House or Senate as it is, or by the pathetic American People, so he's just going to take it upon himself to pass it anyway.  See my post,  DICTATOR. It explains Obama to a tee. 

This is why all of our news that we get from the internet is in danger.  All of the videos that are posted with actual  footage of things going on in the world, could be shut down, citing unauthorized use of copyrighted material.  We will have no choice but to get most of our news from the liberal MSM or the Feds.  If SOPA had been enacted already, we may not have known the real reason for the attack on our base in Libya - we would have had to rely on our wonderful DOJ and White House press secretaries.

Looking at the above list, and I know I have missed several laws passed that also violate our Constitution, really worries me for the future, especially the use of Executive Orders.  Bush and Obama have abused them so badly.  What is to keep Mitt Romney from using the same means to pass legislation and enact laws?  Or the next guy?  We have got to get a president elected that will follow the rule of law - OUR law!  Constitutional law!  Had we woken up a little earlier, we might not be having this problem right now.
Enough is enough.  It's time to put the fires out!!

Friday, August 31, 2012


OH LOOKY!  A NEW STYLE OF TYRANNY!  WHAT FUN!   And if you think I'm joking, just wait until you read this edition of my fabulous blog ( hah) on the "new and wonderful" Republican candidates.  This has literally made me sick to my stomach.  Don't think for ONE MINUTE that these guys are the new faces of American Exceptionalism.  Do not think for ONE MINUTE that these two men are conservative heroes.  DO NOT think for one minute that our rights are no longer in jeopardy just because two "republicans" are now in line for the White House.  Don't think for a second they give a shit about you, about me, your family, the rules, the law, the debt, the deficit, the spending, the taxing, the drones, the wars - none of it!  They are nothing but the same thing we have in the White House.  Power hungry, money hungry, war mongering, Constitution stomping RINOs.  Plain and simple.  They are all about breaking the laws just as Obama is.  It happened at the RNC this past weekend and good ol' John Boehner played a huge part in that as well.  It all started like this:

Because Mittens and the establishment republicans don't like the Tea Party/Grass Roots/Ron Paulians to be involved in any elections, they proposed a few changes to the Rules of the Republican Party.  See, they don't like us and they know that we've been effective in getting rid of a lot of RINOs, a lot of cheaters and a lot of liars and have basically been running all of the shit out of office all over the country.  Well, I initially thought the RP/TP/GR had them scared because of all of the delegations that were planning to vote for Ron Paul.  But RP didn't have enough of the 1100 delegates needed to win.  So why the proposed rule changes?  They (the establishment) want the power to pick and choose the delegates that will represent their candidate at the national convention  So they proposed a change to Rule 15 which basically says that you are bound to the party "favorite"?? and if you don't vote that way in the first round, you will lose your delegate credentials and be removed from the floor.  A federal judge has already ruled that no delegate is bound to any one candidate so that's a little screwed up, now isn't it?  I guess we're going to ignore federal rulings now, too, just like Obama.  Mitt Romney's attorneys were the ones that requested this rule change and pushed for it so now, as it stands, the rule states that a candidate can now choose who the delegates are going to be - not the people that vote for them at their state conventions.  THE CANDIDATE GETS TO PICK AND CHOOSE WHO HIS DELEGATES ARE AT THE RNC.  Great way to get the vote, that's for sure.  Have your attorneys go change those rules at the last minute.  Grab all the power you can now.  What they have done is they have taken the power of choosing delegates away from the states.  That is a violation of state's rights and it's also a huge violation of the election code.  People are saying that this does not effect this election and I have been fighting with some people because I think it does and here's why:  It affected this year's national convention by dividing the party in half.  They told people it was to keep the Ron Paulers at bay but everyone at that convention knew that wasn't the game.  They knew that the Romney team was taking away the right for the delegates to vote in future elections the way they wanted to; they way they were sent to.  Not only that but the establishment showed their ass to the American People and may have cost this country dearly by getting Odumbo re-elected as this has caused a lot of people to turn to 3rd party voting.  This may be a tear in the seams that can never be repaired.  I'm hearing now from a lot of people that they are going to be voting for Gary Johnson.  Hey, I am all for voting for the man you believe can do the best job but you also have to be smart about it.  My RP group is going to kill me for saying this but it's true.  If we don't vote for the other evil guy, we will have 4 more years of Obama, 4 more years of class warfare, 4 more years of illegal legislating by Executive Order, 4 more  years of spending and war ( Yeah, I know R&R are more apt to that, as well), 4 more years of Marxism at its best.  And, most importantly, 4 more years of not having the healthcare bill repealed - 4 more years of not being able to scare the shit out of our Congresspeople that if they back any sort of replacement, we will hunt them down and bite their heads off.  I cannot take 4 more years of Obama.  I am willing to beg and plead with my friends to please not vote Gary Johnson yet.  PLEASE wait til 2016 when we can get some momentum built behind him.  LET'S GET OBAMA OUT, FIRST!  My friends know how I feel about R&R so you know my heart is in the right spot.  Split the vote and Obama wins.  At least we will no longer have a president that hates this country with his every fiber of his being, right?

Here is another man we need to get rid of:  John Boehner.  We have got to find a way to remove this man and the people in the RNC that are also responsible for this, under the charge of election fraud for this right here:

They had already decided that this vote was going to pass.  They didn't follow the Rules of the Convention, they didn't follow Parliamentary Rules or Robert's Rules.  They did not allow any objections or debate from the floor, they turned off the mics and would not let anyone be heard regarding this rule change.  Here is that video:
(I'm having technical difficulties because this computer SUCKS!! so it may not work)

In this video, the mics are turned off but you can see the delegates are screaming for the Maine delegates to be seated.  Romney's team made sure that none of Maine's delegates were seated at this convention because they were all RP supporters.  The RNC picked off 10 RP delegates and replaced them with 10 Romney supporters - that weren't even voted for!  Here is the link to that story:

I realize that this video is not the video I thought it would be, which was Jeremy Blosser calling for a Point of Order in a dead mic because the RNC didn't want them to have their say about the rules change.  I can't find that video!!  ARGH!  Anyway, John Boehner ignored him and all the others that were calling for a Point of Order.  You know what else is sad about the above video?  The establishment goons that really do think this is all about stopping the Ron Paul people and the fact that they are drowning out the Maine delegates, that are screaming to be recognized and seated, with the chants USA, USA, USA!  They are so clueless as to what this power grab means and how it also affects them.  They won't know til they get back home, sit down and shut up for a minute and let the new rules sink into their thick skulls.  Even then, they will still probably not fully understand just what they helped do.

So now, because of this rule change, they have really taken away any reason to have state conventions, precinct chairs or Rules Committees for the party.  What is the point of having positions on committees or state conventions or caucusing or even an election if the people we send as delegates to represent our voices can be picked off and replaced by the freaking candidate of the establish...I mean the"popular" vote??  Are we not allowed to choose who we would like to see as president?  Not anymore.  As a matter of fact, here's another reason why this kind of shit affected this year's convention:  Mitt Romney's lawyers picked off two of Florida's Rules Committee members, Peter Feaman and Kathleen King, had them removed from the committee and replaced with Romney-appointed delegates.  HOW they were able to do that I do not know but they did.  If this isn't election fraud, voter fraud and all kinds of other fraud fuckery, I don't know what is. So combine just those two instances and you will understand that on this day of RNC Fuckery and Fraud, it affected this convention and rocked it to it's core.  The takeover of elections at not only the state level but the local levels as well.  If you still don't think this is tyranny, you might need your head examined.

Now let me ask you this:  Are you ok with this?  What are you willing to do about it?  I say start getting lists of all of those people in our state and everywhere else where committees were willing to break party rules and procedures to take away YOUR voice and get ready, January 1, 2013, to start building your cases against them so we can remove them from public office and committees for good.  I would love to run for president one day.  Everyone knows I have NO filter and I wouldn't be afraid to speak the truth and speak up for the right thing to do.  I know that people wouldn't take me seriously and I'm probably to weak minded to fight that hard and put myself out there to be publicly destroyed by the republican and democrat parties.  But I sure would like to give it a chance!

I would like to say a quick shout-out to some cool people that took their precious time and money to represent us at the RNC these past two weeks:  Jeremy Blosser, Chris Howe, Anthony Reed, Jennifer Hall, Dickey Wayne Snider, Amy Hedtke, Brandon Moore, Joe Palmer, Katrina Pierson, Ken Emanuelson and several other people I know I'm missing and I am truly sorry for not giving kudos too.  But no worries, no one ever reads my blog anyway, LOL!  Seriously, you guys are all a blessing to us and I, for one, will continue to do whatever I can to bring us back to a Constitutional Republic.

Sunday, August 19, 2012


Well, here I am.  Sitting here trying to think of a way to write this post that won't just totally piss people off but I'm pretty sure that's not going to happen.

I've been debating for a couple of weeks now about what to do with this election.  Obama vs Romney; Epic Fail 2012.

I will always contend, no matter what, that Dr. Paul is the man for the job of President of the United States.  I am hoping that at the Republican National Convention in Tampa next week, that the delegates will do the right thing and vote for Dr. Paul to win the nomination. I've seen a lot of states actually break their own party rules and try to strip the delegates of their voting rights even though they were voted to represent their state at the convention.  Now the RNC doesn't want to recognize Dr. Paul as a contender even though he has 5 or more states' delegates that are supporting him.  Not only is this horribly unfair to the American People, this is HORRIBLY ILLEGAL!  So until the Fat Lady sings, I will not support Mitt Romney and Paul Ryan.

Mitt Romney and Paul Ryan are the exact opposite of the fiscal and constitutional conservatives they call themselves.  I honestly cannot believe there are Tea Party members that want these men in power.  Paul Ryan's voting record is disgusting.  He has voted for everything we hate from the TARP bailout, to the Patriot Act, NDAA, HR 347, raising the debt ceiling and countless other spending bills.  Now there's a post going around that Paul Ryan sold his shares to a bunch of investment companies and banks that became worthless after the bailouts and he made a shitload of money.  Insider trading.   I mean, this guy is HORRIBLE!  Mitt Romney is on record saying he is for gun control, NDAA, the bailouts, farm subsidies - you name anything liberal, he's on record as supporting it.  The ONLY difference in Obama/Biden and Romney/Ryan are.......well...nothing!  Also, did you know that there were like 10 other people running for this office that no one EVER got the chance to hear from?  The media did nothing to inform the people that there were other possibly great candidates.  Here they are:
I get that you have to have at least 15% of the electorate, which I think is really stupid, but how can you get that support if the media doesn't give you a chance?  Actually, when the media doesn't give US a chance to get to know who these people are??  I hate to think of all the really good people that could have done a great job that we had to choose from ( with the exception of Jimmy "The Rent is Too Damn High" McMillian and the freakshows that are Andy Martin and Stewart Alexander - an obvious hypocrite who declared his candidacy with both the Socialist Party and the Freedom and Peace Party) that we will never know about becaues the media will only give us Repukelicans or DemoRats!

I realize I have not been doing this very long AT ALL and I don't pretend to be some big shot politico but I've spent most of this year actively campaigning for freedom and liberty and an end to the government's control over every aspect of our lives.  I spent 2 months running for public office and I cannot imagine not ever being involved in politics again.  Again, I know it's a small amount of time spent in the world of politics and I am NO expert.  One thing is for certain, I could never see myself lying to the public about my intentions just to get elected.  I cannot imagine lying and scheming and passing laws that take liberty away and promote everything we have ever fought against to protect the USA and keep her free.  I guess my parents raised me right.  Anyway......this is the week of the Republican National Convention in Tampa, Florida.  How I wish I were there right now.  I hope that Ron Paul will win the nomination - I know he probably won't - but I still pray that he will.  I pray every single day for a Reagan-esque upset.

So this is where all of my friends will scream at me and call me bad names:  I don't think I can vote in this election.............I just don't think I can do it. 

I feel like if I do vote, that I am simply voting for more Obama.  Everyone knows I'm not voting for that fuckhead (sorry, Mom), but if I vote for Romney, I'm voting for the white version of Obama.  I am convinced that if I vote for Romney then I am voting against everything that I believe in; that I'm voting against my principles and better judgement; that I am voting as a traitor to my country.  I know it sounds silly and stupid to some of you but to me, this is a very painful decision and a very difficult one.  I have always voted in the presidential elections with the exception of Bush in '88 so missing this one would be tough.  Some people tell me that if I don't vote, that's just another vote for Obama.  Some people said that if I voted for Ron Paul that was a vote for Obama.  I don't believe in that argument and here's why:  let's say I'm a democrat and I don't want to vote for Obama so I skip it.  Does that mean that that would be another vote for Romney?  Or if I voted for Ron Paul that it would still be throwing my vote away to Romney?  See what I mean?  It's a load of horseshit.  If I don't vote then that means there is no extra vote for Obama and no vote for Romney.  Gosh.....I hate hearing those words...."if I don't vote".  And I do get the argument that we HAVE to get Obama out of office.  I do understand that Obama is anti-American and divisive and all about Saul Alinksy techniques to divide and conquer the country. But even though Romney isn't all of the things Obama is, he is still the same as far as foreign and domestic policy, spending, big government and wars.  Not once have I heard him say "the Consitution is what's important."  Any president that doesn't mention the importance of our constitutional rights is not to be trusted.  Period.

Well....I do know one thing; if I don't vote I won't be compromising my beliefs or my principles and I won't be selling out to the RINO establishment and the communist manifesto.  But I will still, forever and always, fight for liberty, justice, the constitution and the American People.  I love you, America.  I love you enough to not vote for what will surely destroy you and it is my opinion that the people we have to choose from have every intention of doing just that.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012


Remember when I told you all I've been running for Precinct Chair all summer?  Well, the race has come and gone and I lost by 10 votes!  10!!!!  That means that the only reason Becky Britton won was because 10 people voted straight ticket instead of getting out there and learning about the candidates.  It was the early voters that did it and I know who they are:  the retirement home people that once told me they only vote straight ticket. This woman did NOTHING to get to know her neighbors.  The morning of the election, she stood outside for an hour and a half talking on her cell phone.  Never said one word to one voter.  Incredible.   BAH!  Well, it was my first campaign (but not my last) and I still had a pretty good showing for someone who's never done this before.  I wish I could have won but it just wasn't meant to be in this precinct.  I am, however, looking at other precincts to move into that don't have a precinct chair at all.  That way I can be ratified and bring new people in and get more people involved.  Something to think about.  Thanks to all my friends who congratulated me regardless of the outcome.  I'm in no way finished with any of this.  I am still looking at other behind the scenes projects and committee positions that are coming up. 

Ok - so on to the title of this blog:  OBAMA:  "I'M NOT THE PRESIDENT OF BLACK AMERICA."

OK, so if you're not president of black America, then why did you just just sign an executive order that is only geared toward the academic excellence for African Americans?  (Here is the link to this Executive Order for you to read) 

Why not sign an order for children of ALL races?  This is the same divisive crap that we have come to know from this president and I, for one, am sick and tired of the favoritism that is shown to the black community in every aspect of daily life. The reason being is because this favoritism is leading to dependence on the government and they will always be a patsy for the feds.  Once you are stuck on the govt. dole you can almost never get off of it.   I'm sorry but if you don't think this executive order is not a racist law, you need to have your head examined.  Especially when he adds another special little tidbit that this law requires that schools discipline black students either differently from white, Asian or Mexican students or not discipline them altogether.  What kind of shit is that?  So let's say a white kid and his black friend decide to break into the school one night and they get caught.  Will the district expel the white kid and not the black kid?    Will the black kid only get in-house suspension or will he get a 3 day suspension?  Will the white kid go to jail while the black kid gets to go back home to mom and dad?
“African Americans lack equal access to highly effective teachers and principals, safe schools, and challenging college-preparatory classes, and they disproportionately experience school discipline,”  and it says this in the order.

I'm sorry, does that say that black students don't have the same access to good schools and teachers and college-prep classes?  Did I read that right?  Really?  What about all the college scholarships that are available ONLY to black students?  What about special college programs for ONLY black students?  What about Affirmative Action?  What about busing?  Students of every color - EVERY color - have been bussed from one area to the next so that the kids could have equal access to good schools.  I remember when I was in high school that black kids and Mexican kids, even Asian kids, were bussed in from different areas because that was the law.  They could have gone to the school a block away:  Polytechnic or OD Wyatt, etc..  Although I didn't understand how some were able to stay in their home school area and some weren't but that was the administration's direction by the Department of Education.   Also, whatever happened to earning your place in the college prep classes by doing your homework or busting your ass to get the grades to get in the program?  In the FWISD, lousy as it is, I know for a fact that there are schools out there whose curriculum are specifically geared towards certain college prep programs. My kid is in one of them.  Most of the kids that go to her school are from different areas and the parents had to literally camp out for 3-5 days in order to get their kids enrolled.  I couldn't do that because I have a full time job but trust me when I say that when you, THE PARENT, scream loud enough, you can get your kid into most any school you want because you're a damn taxpayer and that means you pay taxes for ALL schools and your kid has a right to any and all of them.  That's what I had to do for my son.  My daughter, on the other hand, I had to really fight to get in that school.  There were people that helped me do that and I am forever grateful but it all boils down to figuring out who can best help you get your kid in the right place and then following through.  Now FWISD has another program called Choice where you basically choose your school and hope there's enough space left to enroll in them.  Anyway, I digress.....   so what about working for what you get instead of getting special treatment because you are a certain skin color??  Can you imagine what would have happened if Bush or Odumdum had signed an E.O. for the advancement of ONLY white kids?  Rioting in the streets.  Talking heads on TV ripping them to shreds and calling them racist. Boycotts. Death threats from all over the country.  Do I need to go on?  This law should be challenged immediately based on discrimination because that's what it is; DISCRIMINATION!  Where does this guy get off signing all of these orders without Congressional debate or approval?!?!  Oh, yeah, see my post "DICTATOR".  He thinks he's freakin' Hugo Chavez or something.  Idiot!  Omg, don't get me started....

You know, I really wish Odumdum had never been elected president.  Not for the usual political reasons but for different ones.  I remember being so proud that we finally had our first black president - our country thought they were doing a good thing.  13% of the voters in this country are black and they voted for their guy but there were also another 55% of American voters that also voted for him.  68% of this country voted for this man.  It was a landslide.  There wasn't any racism at that time in this country because more than half of this country voted for a black man! And by no racism at that time I mean we were all living and working together - TOGETHER - all of us side by side, my kids never heard the N word in school, people had been successfully educated about racism and hate crimes, so well that no one anywhere tolerated that shit.  With the few exceptions of things that happened in Jasper, Texas and elsewhere, racism was almost a thing of the past.  We were *this* close, y'all!  So close to a society that was all accepting and all tolerating when it came to race.   Obama gets elected and it's all great until we start watching the things he was doing and the policies he was passing and way he disrespected our country to all the foreign dignitaries he would visit.  It was the laws he passed and the way they were passed, in secret, no debates, pure arrogance and an over spending of epic proportions that created Buyer's Remorse and when the people stood up and voiced their opinions and said "We don't want that"! is when the liberal media starting using the word "racist".  Racist for disagreeing with domestic policy?  Racist for disagreeing with the spending spree?  Racist for screaming out about our constitutional rights being shredded?  By throwing that word, racist, out there the way they did to shame people for disagreeing with our first black president, the liberal media and the liberal congress unraveled all of the progress we had made in this nation regarding racial issues with breathtaking speed.  All of that work, we had come so far and they destroyed it all.  I'm not saying we're back to the 1960s but racial tensions are now higher than they have been in 30 years.

Now our president has cut another piece of the racial discrimination cake for all of us to fight over.  This law is wrong.  It is wrong for our government to give special treatment to one race and then have the nerve to call it equality.    There is nothing equal about this.  America has always been of the mantra "If you work hard enough, you can have everything you want.".  That is the American Dream.  Not signing executive orders to benefit one race.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012


I have to make this quick tonight.  I'm trying to catch up with Breaking Bad and I'm only on Season 3, episode 8.  Poor Hank, gotta find out if he's going to live or not.

Anyway, I have been so busy running my own campaign for Precinct Chair, going to Bylaws Meetings, taking care of my kids and running my daughter back and forth to Dallas I have had ZERO chance to blog.  SO many things have happened, it's impossible to cover everything, so I won't.  I won't even attempt to talk about all the shit going on.  One thing, though:  call your senators and tell them NOT to support the UN Small Arms Treaty - that's just some stupid BULLSHIT by the libs and the UN to begin the ban on guns and stripping us of our right to bear arms.  I don't care what anyone says, that's what the ultimate goal is of the liberal party and the UN.  We don't take orders from the UN and they can kiss my ass if they think they're getting my guns.  They have no right over me or my family or my country. Period!

Ok, so on to my precinct race!  :-)

I have been to almost every house in my area. There are about 400 homes here and I've talked to almost all of them.  Some of them I haven't even bothered to go around because there are a few bad pockets of crazies living in them.  I call them the liberal armpits of the neighborhood.  I did manage to go into one of the areas that isn't all that attractive, mostly duplexes and fourplexes now, and found some very nice people that agreed to give me their vote AND their emails!  Wow!  People are pissed all over!  hehehe.  Angry people make great voters.

I have only had two run-ins from liberal nut-jobs.  Two out of 400 isn't bad, eh?  One guy told me that I didn't know what I was talking about and one lady told me that I absolutely SHOULD have to pay for health insurance because I have two children and it's not fair that I make everyone else pay for them.  I about fell off her porch.  Bitch, really?!?!  I told her that no one pays my medical bills except me and that I pay for my kids' bills as well.  She had the nerve to tell me that I was full of it and that I was basically an irresponsible parent that won't pay her medical bills.  I jerked my card out of her hand and said told her I did not want her vote and for her to have a great day.  She hollered "oooh, looks like I hit a nerve" and I said well, hell yes you did hit a nerve.  You don't know me or anything about my kids or what bills I do or don't pay and I don't want your vote!  Then she tried to tell me she didn't  say that and I said "yes, ma'am, you DID say that.  you stood there and told me I make everyone else pay for my kids when I am the one that gets that bill every month and I am the one that makes that payment!  Not you, not anyone - just me!"  So she backtracks and says that I am a rare example.  Yeah? Tell that to the other families that pay their bills, too, I'm sure they would love to set her straight.  Anyway, she said with my attitude I will never get elected to anything and I told her, as I was standing in the rain (totally cliche but true) "You know what?  I WILL win this race and I WILL become precinct chair and it won't be because of the likes of YOU and I wouldn't take your vote for anything!"  lmao, it was like a scene from a movie!  Gawd, such dramatics!  She yelled out "Well, great - you go girl!"  Hahahahah...  When I look back on it, I'm embarrassed about it but gee whiz, she pissed me off!  You don't go accusing people of things that aren't true especially since you don't even know them.  I work hard to pay my bills.  I'm broke half the time because of it.  I don't go running around spending everything I have on stupid things, I pay my bills, dangit!  OY!  These people.

I have been standing outside of the sub-courthouse after work yesterday and today.  Not a whole lot of voters going in from my precinct, though.  But it's early voting so most people are coming in from all over so I'm thinking that most of my precinct will wait til election day next week to show up.  I have had some people email me and tell me they voted for me and are behind me 100% and I am so grateful for that.  It's nerve-wracking to have to wait to see what happens!  I know it's only precinct chair and I don't get paid for it and it's the bottom level of the political playing field but I have worked really hard and it's important to me.  I haven't had any help from anyone and I really have busted my buns to make this work.  I will be running around my neighborhood again tomorrow reminding people that it's time to vote and I hope they aren't sick to death of me by now, LOL.

So that's it, in a nutshell.  I have volunteered to be on a resolutions committee with Common Ground America so I can help get key pieces of legislation passed here in Texas and hopefully in Congress, too.  I have met a very friendly lawyer that says he will help me write up a new recall law so that we can start recalling our congressmen and women when they violate their oaths of office and break constitutional laws.  I have seen some promising data that may make it easier to get into the legislature so we shall see.

Well, that's all for now.  I have got to start my next episode of Breaking Bad before it gets too late. 

Love to all!


Thursday, June 28, 2012


Today, the whole country changed.  Our constitution no longer matters and the relationship between the government and the people has been forever changed from that of our Founding Fathers.  Chief Justice Roberts had the power to scrap this healthcar bill and any other mandates to buy insurance forever - the man that was supposed to be on OUR side - and he sided with the communists on the bench.  Yes, they are communists.  Anyone that thinks government shall make all the rules and run everyone's life and that it's ok to forget about our Constiution is a communist.  I don't want to hear a fucking word from any of you liberals on this, either (but I still love you!).  I love my liberal friends, I really do, but this is a bad law and it was forced down our throats when 70% of Americans demanded it that it not be passed.  Even other liberals ran from this bill once it was passed.  It was written in secret, negotiated behind closed doors, no one even read the fucking 2000 pages of this monstrosity before it was passed and even more irresponsible was the fact that it went against the very fiber of this country.  Our country will never be the same if we don't get rid of this bill.  It's time to understand that a national healthcare program doesn't work in Europe or Canada or anywhere else in the world.  Our innovations in medicine are top notch, way ahead of any other country on this earth and is sought after by Saudi kings and other forein dignitaries that need good, top of the line medical care.  They all come here because we are more advanced than other countries, we have no waiting periods like in other countries and we have no panel telling us what treatments we can and cannot have.  At least, we used to.  This is a travesty.  A high crime.  A crippling of this great nation that we may never be able to overcome.  The only thing that makes me just a teensy bit optimistic is thinking about the FDR years and how we seemed to have overcome that administration - over time, of course, but not without consequences.  I really have nothing else to say on this - I'm still in shock and disbelief that this happened and I had to explain to my daughter tonight that our country is no longer free.  When a government tells you what to buy, what to eat, where to live, what to drive, how much salt you can have in your own restaurant, that you can't sell raw milk to your neighbors or grow your own wheat for your own consumption on your own farm, that you can't own your property free and clear because of property taxes, you can't operate your family ranch because of a teeny lizard that isn't even native to this country or use the water from your water source because of an endangered guppie or a tadpole, have a lemonade stand in your front yard, have a garage or yard sale without a permit, discipline your children with a spanking without being investigated for chlid abuse or god forbid be FAT or have your children taken from your home for their own good - am I making my point here?  If all of these things, and then some, are going on in AMERICA, this country is not a free country.  There is no liberty.  There is no pursuit of happiness because the government is sucking it all away from you, right by right and bill by bill.  Tell me, when my right to due process is taken away, how is that NOT tyranny?  When my right to protest peacefully on any government official's office parking lot is taken away, how is that not a destruction of my First Amendment?  Where is the freedom left in this country besides in New Hampshire where they have a free state project going?  I'm really thinking of moving there!   This is a black day - sorry, a DARK day -  don't want to be labeled as a racist, here - the darkest day I have ever seen in my life for this country.  I remember what it was like to be free.  Now, I'm not free - WE are not free.  If you guys think for one second that Mittens is going to make it all better, think again.   He is the same fuking loser Obama is.  I can promise you Mittens won't repeal all of Obamacare, he's already talking about the parts of his law that "people actually like".  If that doens't sound any warning bells for you, you are stupid.  Stupid, stupid, stupid. Sorry but that is just how I feel.  This is why we are in the predicament we're in:  people don't pay attention and they don't listen and they don't investigate these rotten, limey bastards before voting them into office.  They go along party lines.  My son is in danger from this bill.  He will most likely need some kind of assisted living and wtih he likes of Obama's friend, Ezekiel Emanuel, as a health czar ( I am too tired to google his official title and it's close enough anyway) who believes that people like my son really shouldn't even be alive because their lives are worthless - LOOK IT UP BEFORE TRYING TO CORRECT ME - he basically says we should withold treatment from the elderly wtih dementia or other people that have issues that keep them from participating in society.  John Holdren is a proponent of population control.  Look it up if you don't believe me - Cass Sunstein, too - they all have the same beliefs and they are all in Obama's Health Administration as czars.  But now, I'm pissed and I'm even more determined to help get these assholes out of office for good and to keep the likes of them out forever.

I'm going to bed now.  I'm tired, I'm mad, I'm deeply hurt and truly scared for the future of this country.  I am afraid that I won't be able to raise my kids because I won't be able to buy a health plan the government thinks I can easily afford.  I will be paying another mortgage payment to afford insurance on my own.  I'm going to lose my home, lose my job and lose the freedom of walking down the street all because I can't buy insurance.  I have paid all of my own medical bills my entire adult life so why am I being punished this way?  It's too much to take right now.  I have to get away from this for now.  I won't be politicking anymore for a few days.  I deserve a much needed break from all the fuckery that's gone on this past week.  Adios, muchachos.......


Wednesday, June 20, 2012

OBAMA LIED! OR DID HE? (and yes, he's a big, fat lair!)

Yep, another post about the Blood-Sucker-in-Chief!  The man that is literally sucking the life blood out of this country faster than anyone has ever seen.  It's breathtaking how fast the BSIC has morphed the Office of the Presidency into a dictatorial, totalitarian/authoritarian state.  I am even more amazed about the fact that Congress is just letting it happen, unchecked and unopposed except for the little bits of  "outrage" somebody decides to make public for about 5 minutes.  After that they're back to just sitting back, letting it happen.  That is the biggest danger to our country right now, more dangerous than anything else at this very moment.  The way is being paved and the precedence is being set.  A new era is upon us and unless someone doesn't start taking this shit real fucking seriously, real fucking soon, it will be curtains for the United States.  I will get to that part in a few minutes but let's look at the title of this post:  Obama Lied! (Or Did He?)  Well.....yes and no!

When it comes to the BCIS, he is getting pret-ty well known for all of the bullshit that comes spewing from his mouth and his little weaselly press secretary's and other assorted spokespersons (media) he has on his team.  Let's look at all of the little white lies, and the really big whoppers, he's told in recent months:

1.  I do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will faithfully execute the Office of President of the United States, and will to the best of my ability, preserve, protect and defend the Constitution of the United States.
2. I will close Gitmo

3.  I will bring the troops home from Iraq and Afghanistan

4.  There are no more places to drill here in America

5.  You will get to keep your insurance if you don't want government insurance

6. No earmarks in the stimulus bill

7. I am a Christian

8.  I had no idea Rev. Wright's message was about hating white people and hating America

9. I am not somebody who is a proponent of same-sex marriages

10. I will have the most transparent administration in history

11.When a bill lands on my desk, the American People will have 5 days to review and give their input

12. Under our plan, no federal dollars will be used to fund abortions, and federal conscience laws will remain in place

13. The health care bill will not increase the deficit by one dime.
14. No boots on the ground Libya

15. I cannot guarantee that those (social security) checks go out on August 3rd if we haven’t resolved this issue bbecause there may simply not be the money in the coffers to do it.

16.  Says Bill Ayres was just a guy he knew

17.  He will repeal the Patriot Act

18.  He has had no prior knowledge of Fast and Furious

19.  The individual mandate is not a tax

20.  I love America.

Those are just some of the lies he has told.  I mean, there are so many lies that have come out of this man's mouth, I had to go to a website to find them all and pick from the best ones!!  There are still a ton of them out there and I think the latest one is something I heard in one of his new books that his grandfather was kidnapped by the British and tortured in WWII.  IT NEVER HAPPENED!   Omg, this crazy person!!   He lies about his budgets not getting passed because Republicans refuse to pass anything when in actuality, not one senate democrat voted for it, either.  He tells people that R's want to get rid of the EPA because we don't care about dirty water, dirty air and all that crap!  Pelosi said the same thing verbatim!  We'll bring our troops home from Afghanistan but then signs a 10 year extension, I mean, really??   What kind of a BSIC of this magnitude should even be allowed to be president?  Blows my mind!

But he has kept one promise that I wish he hadn't gotten the chance to:  Remaking America.  In his inauguration speech, he vowed that he would "remake" America and he's sure doing it, too.  He's remaking a free country, that has a proven system of checks and balances that make government work, set by the Founding Fathers in our Constitution, so that a president could not dictate or make the American people slaves to the federal government.  There is to be no king, no dictator and no usurpers, which is exactly what Obama is; a person that is seizing power from the people by force and/or without the legal authority to do so.  He is blatantly breaking the laws of the Constitution - a man that is or was supposedly a constitutional law professor at Harvard Law (which it turns out he never was) is not only dismantling our constitution but also our constitutional rights as well.  He is telling banks what to do , private business what to do, vilifying people who make money, or too much money according to him and his hypocrite of a wife, villianizing the wealthy, villianizing business and if you make over a certain amount of money, well that's just not fair and he must put a stop to that!   Yet neither he nor any of his friends seem to have that same view when it comes to themselves.  OK, we know all of this, back to my original train of thought......he is remaking America into a socialist utopia (socialist, fascist, they all apply, Brian and Chris) where he is the ruler and he makes all the rules.  He doesn't even go through Congress anymore to get a law passed, he uses Executive Order privileges.  Presidents aren't even supposed to use that privilege to legislate or pass laws unless it's an emergency!  Like we are in real danger of being attacked or are being attacked.  Granting amnesty by way of Executive Order is illegal.  Using Executive Orders are the BSIC's favorite way to get things done.  But since no one in Congress is doing much about it, it will continue until people begin to think this is the norm.  Here is where it gets dangerous.  People aren't at all educated enough about the powers of the office of the presidency or what he's allowed o do and what he cannot do BY LAW.  People are conditioned to think that it's ok to use these powers even though our Constitution clearly states that it is not.  People have been conditioned to think that the government is the almighty power, not the average American citizen.  People have it completely backwards and that is what our government counts on every day they are allowed to live.   Yes, I said it!  Every day that they are allowed to live!  The Congress counts on that, the president counts on that and they don't want the average American to know that  they are the ones with the final say, not the BSIC.   Here is my proof........

Mitt Romney is just as bad as the BSIC and the pattern will hardly be broken.  This is the man that continues the breakdown of the Supreme Law of the Land:  Mittens!

If you think for one second that Mittens is going to be any different, you are either a fool or are kidding yourself because you can't handle the truth!  The same man in a white skin suit.  He believes in and supports every single policy that the BSIC does.  Not only that but he just made a comment the other day that he doesn't believe he needs permission from the Congress to go to war with Iran.  Fucking really??  According to our Constitution you sure as hell do!  But see, the Constitution is no longer relevant.  They have already passed laws that basically make this country like all the others - controlled, not free.  They are succeeding in making the USA a post-constitutional society.  They have been taking away our freedoms and our constitutional rights little by little so we don't notice it so much until one day, we'll wake up a communist nation.  We will be CUBA!  VENEZUELA!  CHINA!  RUSSIA!  SPAIN!  It's happening now with the BSIC and it will continue to happen with Mittens.  He does not even know what the Constitution says and if he does, that proves my point that he has been chosen to continue the "remaking" of America. 

So, maybe it turns out that Obama's not such a huge liar after all.  I mean, I know in my last post I said  wanted a lawyer with really, big brass balls, but BSIC is not the kind of lawyer I was talking about - and he does have brass ones to be pulling this kind of shit right out in the open, in front of the press and in front of the American people.  It's not even a secret anymore what they're trying to do.  Congress is in on it or they would all be signing up to support the impeachment bill put forth by N.C. Rep.Walter Jones and  Ron Paul.  They have all done their best, too, to trample the constitution and act as if it doesn't exist.  They've been remaking America for decades now but the BSIC is the only one with the stones to admit it openly and dare us to do something about it.

Bring it, Barack!  I am not afraid of you.  And you will be replaced.  If Mittens becomes the new BSIC, he too will be held back by the new people we send to Congress and then will also be replaced.  Laws will be repealed and the People will make sure the likes of you never come back.  Get ready to fight, people, because it's about to get reeeeeeallly ugly!